기가막혀
Posted on Monday, 23 April 2012 @ 23:50
Artwork by alexandreev @ deviantart
Don't know how this has ended up in such a pathetic state. To the point where I couldn't even blog out all my true feelings. The things that caused this whole issue is beyond the word pathetic. I don't wanna go on talking about this because it's pointless and childish. Period.
It's been work, work and work recently and I have became much more tanned now - which I hate a lot >:|
With 5 working days per week, you would just wanna rest or take a breather when you are having your off day but the weekly logbook report is taking this chance away from me. (U#($*^*3
But I have realized the advantages of working recently, one of it is that it helps you to distract yourself from the issues and problems you are facing. Then, after a long day at work, once you reached home you are too tired to broad over them for too long because you just end up falling asleep. But I still wish for the freedom we used to have before working. After this week of work, it would be 2 months down and 4 months to go.
I seriously can't wait to get back to school even though I might miss the working life when school starts to get tiring too :P
Apart from that, it's been great to be able to see my friends during and after work. Especially my bro~
Bumping into them at workplace just warm my heart up so much. Not to forget the smiles from the guests or the other crew members in the park - I have a thing for smiles I guess. These things are really helped to make up my day. ^__^ But I guess some would not really understand this point of mine though.
I guess through this period of time I have come to realize many things, negative and positive. And I have learnt a lot throughout this period of time. Even though it's still hard, I believe it will teach me more useful things in the future as time goes by. I should say that it have helped me open my eyes and see how this things goes and changes as you grow (It rhymes!). And this is just the start I believe.
Oh yeah! This is super random but I went to a Korean restaurant near the park with bro recently and the food there is freaking awesome. I wanna go there again real soon. The salmon~ WHOOOOO~ *____*
And this time round I'm gonna stuff myself with moreeeeee food! >:)
Oh well! I'm hungry now, gotta go eat some food! And then complete my logbook and such. Gonna blog soon when I have the time again! BYE~
#NELLISBACK! MY MUSIC SAVIOR!~♥♥
Before I end this post, just wanna say - Don't read my blog if you can only see my blog content from a negative point of view. I don't appreciate your views at all, neither do I want them.
Confusion. Why are your signals not clear? What do I want from this?
Why are you way up there, bright..? Just like the stars, you look near, but lightyears away from here me, too bright for me to reach out..
Why do I still feel upset and bothered by you? When you have long gone, to somewhere no one will ever find.
Why am I panicking now? Panicking for everything.
All these emotions, yet so numb. All this panic, yet rooted to the ground.
Answers.. I need you. Where can I find you?
It's been work, work and work recently and I have became much more tanned now - which I hate a lot >:|
With 5 working days per week, you would just wanna rest or take a breather when you are having your off day but the weekly logbook report is taking this chance away from me. (U#($*^*3
But I have realized the advantages of working recently, one of it is that it helps you to distract yourself from the issues and problems you are facing. Then, after a long day at work, once you reached home you are too tired to broad over them for too long because you just end up falling asleep. But I still wish for the freedom we used to have before working. After this week of work, it would be 2 months down and 4 months to go.
I seriously can't wait to get back to school even though I might miss the working life when school starts to get tiring too :P
Apart from that, it's been great to be able to see my friends during and after work. Especially my bro~
Bumping into them at workplace just warm my heart up so much. Not to forget the smiles from the guests or the other crew members in the park - I have a thing for smiles I guess. These things are really helped to make up my day. ^__^ But I guess some would not really understand this point of mine though.
I guess through this period of time I have come to realize many things, negative and positive. And I have learnt a lot throughout this period of time. Even though it's still hard, I believe it will teach me more useful things in the future as time goes by. I should say that it have helped me open my eyes and see how this things goes and changes as you grow (It rhymes!). And this is just the start I believe.
Oh yeah! This is super random but I went to a Korean restaurant near the park with bro recently and the food there is freaking awesome. I wanna go there again real soon. The salmon~ WHOOOOO~ *____*
And this time round I'm gonna stuff myself with moreeeeee food! >:)
Oh well! I'm hungry now, gotta go eat some food! And then complete my logbook and such. Gonna blog soon when I have the time again! BYE~
#NELLISBACK! MY MUSIC SAVIOR!~♥♥
Before I end this post, just wanna say - Don't read my blog if you can only see my blog content from a negative point of view. I don't appreciate your views at all, neither do I want them.
Confusion. Why are your signals not clear? What do I want from this?
Why are you way up there, bright..? Just like the stars, you look near, but lightyears away from here me, too bright for me to reach out..
Why do I still feel upset and bothered by you? When you have long gone, to somewhere no one will ever find.
Why am I panicking now? Panicking for everything.
All these emotions, yet so numb. All this panic, yet rooted to the ground.
Answers.. I need you. Where can I find you?
Hola,
☁onebluesky
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
Affiliates
blogwalking
baoxin bernice evangeline
huishan jiahui melissa
nabilah naddie sharrie
sheena shuxian yanlin
zien
Credit
thanks to
