Stars don't burn, do they?
Posted on Monday, 13 February 2012 @ 19:16
Back with a new look to my blog~ Not exactly a NEW new look, but some changes here and there. (:
Been bored stiff at home these days. I guess I better get my ass up and start doing something more worth of the time. Rather than just sleeping them away..
Sigh~
Been feeling that some of my previous thoughts and feelings are true after all. Not just a part of over-thinking. Or is this just part of the human nature? That such things will happen, do happen.
I kept feeling that I'm trying really hard all these while on some things, and at first, I thought there's a progress. But after some time.. It went all the way down, my efforts are all gone - washed down the drain. It's like climbing up a huge tall mountain and when I was about to reach the peak, when I saw that glimpse of sunlight, someone up there at the peak just kick me down and I'm back at point one.
I've been trying really hard but I still feel that I'm not up there with the others. They say when someone is important to you, you feel all these emotions stronger towards them of course. But I start to feel that it might just be one-sided all these while. I'm not talking about giving and taking now. It's just.. the vibe some people give you. You just feel it. No actions or words are needed. You can just feel them.
Maybe I shouldn't be trying so hard anymore, not get too close anymore to those stuffs.
The dazzling stars don't burn when you watch from afar. But they burn when you get too mesmerized by them, wanting to get close to them and touch them.
Or maybe all I just need is to go out, take a breather and stop thinking into stuffs.
And please, I know such issues trigger some people's thoughts and sensitivity easily. But just to address to this, I'm not talking about just one particular person.
And holy~ We only left like 2 and a half weeks of holiday left. And I really feel like accomplishing many things within this period of time. But somehow seems rather impossible. Especially the part on meeting up together and such when everyone have their own plans and issues to settle ): I'm just bored stiff at home now~ Alright whatever~ I'm gonna go for a jog! Breather! :D
And I might just blog more frequently these days! Coz I have got time to spare~
Current want but can't want: BOOTS.
Have always thought that they look pretty.
Have also thought that wearing them would help my legs look less skinny and when I tried them on, it didn't seem to make a difference. I want fatter legs and arms~ ;ㅅ;
Hola,
☁onebluesky
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The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
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