Strange
Posted on Monday, 9 January 2012 @ 23:11
Hey there! I'm back here to update because I wanna push my previous depressing post down.
And also, I wanna blog some of my feelings out since I got some time now (:
Well, so recently, I cleared up issues and supposedly I should feel better. I did, just that this stubborn mind of mine kept looking back and worrying about the responsibilities and emotions. I'm like a small kid who can't seem to stop crying, look ahead and move on I guess? A small kid who's easily traumatized by past happenings.
I know I have to let them go. All of them which happened since I was young.
I guess the stress these days from the non-stop projects and tests are bringing these emotions out stronger. And I only feel all these emotions these days when I'm alone and thinking about them. When I'm busy with projects I don't really bother about these stuffs. Being too sensitive these days. With my totally screwed up bio-clock, I'm overthinking these days over small little issues. I seriously can't wait for this busy period to be over soon.
Talking about projects. One of my projects are down! Whoohoooo~~~ :D
And it's the first ever time (<- ?) in my Poly life that I feel good after a project presentation. Because it's the first time that a teacher say that it was well-done and presented. And I was happy today too that I presented almost without referring to my cue-cards or the slides (headed the advise from Professor Sharrie) *고맙다애기얌!~*. It's the first time I ever went to bother on trying this out. I kept on thinking that I should just rely on the cue cards (since it's there) but without referring and being well-prepared, I sound more sure about what I'm presenting. I wanna try this out for Theme Park project too but I'm not clear with how the report is going *__* I have to say it is a tough project. (So it's not possible already *Yes, I gave up easily to this*)
And I updated my blog header and blog song! ^__^
I know that it's been not long ago that I just changed my header but the header looks..awkward to me. I shall put my girls up there again when there's better pictures of them! For now, it's gonna be my boys~ :3
And blog song is by Aziatix. I'm addicted to them these days because of Mel bro. Gotta thank her for introducing to me good music! <3 I love sharing music with people! (:
And for now, it's 3 more projects, 2 more tests and 2 more finals to go before we have our well-deserved break. I do hope that I'm doing better this semester! I'm worrying for Finance the most ever since this semester started. It's a pain in the..HEAD. *rolls eyes*
Gotta hang in there! Raaaaahhh! My attendance gotta hang in there too :/
And I know I wanted to post up my new year's resolution. But I'm afraid it's going to be super over-dued because of all these schedules and deadlines going on. I have them in my head, just not the time to write it out. ): Sighh~ I need to go out and have funnnn~ We are teenagersssss~!!! *My 'teenager' period is ending soon though ㅠㅠ* Aites~ my chain of thoughts is broken again. =_= Guess I'm ending here!~
I will update soon~ 'ㅅ'<3
P.S: I thank you guys with all my heart for always being there, tolerating me, accepting my mistakes and loving me. My family and my friends. You guys know who you are! I don't even know how to phrase this out in words.
I love you all so much!
Rambutan, Hot Mama, Thon!
My formspring is dead! Give my some questions people~! (:
(I'm gonna get ignored for this though :/)
Don't over think. No blood rushing to the head.
Wanna grow fat wanna grow fat wanna grow faaaaat!
No breakouttttssss!
Hola,
☁onebluesky
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
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