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Green eyed

Posted on Sunday, 30 October 2011 @ 05:10

Yoohoo~ Green eyes anyone? I love this pair of green contacts I bought. It appears dark green on my eyes and it's colour is like dark jade (?) on my eyes. It's sooo much better than the purple one that I got which is of the same brand too. The purple one is suuuuper striking and it makes me look like a mutant :/

Well, apparently, I'm blogging at such an unearthly hour because.. I have to stay up -_-

And I was browsing through the net and watched many videos and stuff from 2NE1 (their 'Go Away' Japanese version is out!), D-trix and questcrew etc..

And it just hit me sudden that I found out that I pretty much have no talents (?). Alright, I know it's super random. And I'm not getting all emotional or what. I just feel that in this society now, it's either you are smart, you have the looks or you have the talents. Some even have them all. I seem to have none at all. I'm not saying I'm worthless or what, I do treasure myself. I'm just wondering when can I find the talent of mine. I want to find it but I need the money, the time, the space, the equipment, the people..

Lord, as much as I want to voice out my feelings, I can't even put them in words properly. It's all messed up ㅠㅠ

Oh well, I just find life boring now. I just need that passion in life..

All in alllllll~ I'm feeling frustrated tonight. Why?

The people in my life. I don't know what the hell they want from me. It's always the same few things. To add on, this 'how I view myself' issue is on and off. I suddenly feel that I need to find something, I feel that I'm too skinny and I hate it. And sometimes, I feel that it's alright, I'm alright with how life is, I'm skinny and I'm unique coz I can't change it.

And I have been feeling really bad since I flew back from Korea. I can't even put it into words how much I miss it over there. It comes to my mind everyday. ):

Hnnng~ ;ㅅ; I shall end off with our lovely Dara. I'm perhaps thinking too much.. What a moodless night/morning. Whatever! ):

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A cross between a drunkard and a genius. Ha. I ripped that off from somewhere. But it does somehow applies to me though. I can get very crazy, stupid and clumsy at times. Yet on the other hand, I like to fill myself with information and knowledge as much as I can (does not mean I study hard) and I feel good when I am able to tell others stuff which they don't know. I have a pretty tomboyish character and I currently look like one right now too. That photo above was taken on the last day when I had 'lady-like' hair before I cut it super short. Perhaps because I'm a Geminian, I get bored of things easily; I like variety and trying out different things. I am super skinny even though I eat a lot - I just can't seem to gain weight. I've been desperately wanting to gain some weight ㅠㅠ In love with Indie/Alternative music - mainly music that is able to make feel like I'm flying, able to bring me through places, time and minds. Used to be a crazy K-pop fan, grew out of that phase and now it's mainly Big Bang, 2NE1 and K-indie. Learnt some Korean language myself. Love Korean music, culture, food, people, fashion..just love Korea -정미

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