마음을 잃다
Posted on Friday, 27 May 2011 @ 20:30
와쌉ㅂ~ '두근두근세근네근~'ㅎㅎ~ Can she get any funnier? (?) Kay, weird sentence. Ignore it. And blah~ The counter goes clicking but the tagboard isn't clicking at all. -_- I'm no complaining or what. Really. But it kinda doesn't serve any more uses already eh?
Daww~ I keep on waiting for '내게 거짓말을 해봐' new episode to come out. It's so tingling to have the kiss scene left hanging there you know! :|
Besides that, life is dull. School is dull. I have never felt any duller than this in my life before. (Well, till now.) It's like the same routine every single day. And this semester is so dang dull compared to last semester.
Or is Life supposed to be like this in such a society now?
[If someone doesn't even love you, why would that person dwell so much over you?]
[If someone doesn't even love you, why would that person dwell so much over you?]
Saw someone re-posting the YouTube video on relationship (?) recently. I can't remember the name of it though. But it's about the different stages in a relationship as it goes by. And recently, I just feel that that situation doesn't just apply for relationships. It actually applies for almost everything in Life? I don't know how to explain it but I just see it that way.
Cause that's what I have been feeling recently. I dwell over so many things to the point that..I feel that it's not normal. I heard, see, feel things recently that really really affects me a lot
Seriously, every thing is like going down.
Blah - Been years. Years and years. Been worse. Worse and worse.
Blah blah - Losing it. And it seems like it's because of me? Again?..
Blah blah blah - Losing that original feeling. It's all this tight feelings going around. There's like no link there anymore. And it seems like it's my fault too.
Now it seems like EVERY fcuking thing is my fault. And I chose to not say anything or tweet anything on my part. Even if I do, I make it unable for all to figure out.
I choose not to say anything on how I view things, how I feel about the things. Unlike all.
I choose to do all this because of the past.
And really, no one will understand that past. It's funny how people like to say something like 'I know you~ You must be thinking about it this way right? See! I know you so well.'
So well.. Hur~ I doubt so. You can never really know one person well. Unless you have the connection with that person. And I haven't found that person in my Life yet. Be it a friend or what.
I don't know whether is it because I'm a hard-to-understand person to others that's why they don't get me. Am I that hard to understand?
Urgh! I'm like talking crap now that no one will understand. Forget it.
Is this a change that I should face in Life, just that I refused to?
All these crap. Crap words from me. Damn the whole thing alright!
No expectations this year. ):
No expectations this year. ):
Hola,
☁onebluesky
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
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