never good enough
Posted on Monday, 4 April 2011 @ 22:13























Picture credits: theflickerees @ deviantart

I'm never good enough for you. So I give up on trying.
I changed for the better, I dare to say it. But you didn't see it, you refused to.
 Why not split this negativity to half and share it with her?
Ha.
It's funny how things turn out like this. I fucking want you out. Seriously.
Nope, I won't go on ranting about you. Not worth my precious time.
This thing inside me would never disappear. Get this IN your mind.
It's screwed up partly because of you if you don't know.

And yeap, I'm going ahead with the job although it's very troublesome.
 It's much better than having no job anyway. Ha!

Alright, 10 facts and 10 more to go~
Not in the mood these days. So pardon me ):
  1. I like to Kbox~ I like to sing~!!~ ♪♬♩♫ And nope, I don't sing well. (Not even near to singing well) I just like to sing :P
  2. I hate it when people look down on me and say stuffs like 'Stupid', 'Dumb'. EVEN IF YOU ARE FUCKING JOKING. I HATE IT. Especially from her. Sheessh. (Who likes that right? Really -_-)
  3. I used to sleep a lot in class during Secondary 3 and 4. *shhh* I have a reason for that - The place I was sitting was at one badly litted, warm corner where the teacher don't really notice. And there was once I didn't understand a question for E-Maths and I asked the teacher to explain to me.. But.. .. I fell asleep halfway while she was explaining to me. And she was like 'So, did you get it Joscelin?' Me: *jump up in my seat* 'Y.. yes..' She giggled awkwardly because she realised I was sleeping. Luckily she didn't get angry over it. She's a really nice and sweet teacher. I felt bad everytime I think about this ):
  4. My favourite sports: Floorball :D
  5. I have been misunderstood as people from other countries. -_- Mostly I'm misunderstood for being a Malay or I'm mixed-blood. I was also misunderstood for being a Filipino, Taiwanese, Hong Kong and Koooorean~ (Kay, I admit I'm kinda happy about it :P)
  6. I spoil things easily. :x (E.g: My ipod have rolled down my block's staircase more than 10 times.) I swear it's really not on purpose ):
  7. I can't multitask. ): And it's kind of serious. Example: I can't read while talking/listening to someone. Nothing goes in if I try doing both.
  8. One of my many many many many many favourite food: Pizzaaaaaaaaa! I lazy to state all of them out coz it will be a super long list. And also, I'm have been craving for Pizza these days~
  9. I'm very indecisive. I take a long time to make decisions :x
  10. I like to see vibrant colours. They seem to cheer me up :P
Another set of facts that I crapped out :x
I hope I get the blogging feel back soon~
P.S: I MISS MY ANGELS~ ):

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Hola,
☁onebluesky
You’d know when you approach me on a ship
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child


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