Gaho~
Posted on Saturday, 23 April 2011 @ 22:45
Heyyooo~
I bought a camera yesterday~ My first ever camera and it cost me a bomb ㅠㅠ
I bought a camera yesterday~ My first ever camera and it cost me a bomb ㅠㅠ
I'm still suffering from heartpains over it. ): All my hard-earned money gone just like that ㅠㅠ Tell me what to do people?~ ㅠㅠ Of course, I have to earn it back slowly (I sound retarded answering my own questions). I'm thinking of doing a part time job while studying to earn it back ㅠㅠ But really really, such a heartpain. ㅠㅠ I need some time to get over this.. ㅠㅠ But anyway, I decided to name my new baby Gaho ^__^ It's quite obvious why I name it Gaho la :P
Gaho is really nice and sleek~ I like~ *wriggles eyebrows* And it's actually quuuuite worth it compared to its normal price because they have a 100 bucks discount and the guy who served me gave me free gifts in addition to the set of free gift that comes with the cam! Super nice! :D They gave me a 100 bucks voucher after that too (Y)
But still, heartpain luh ):
Hyuu~ My leg is still suffering from the long hours of standing I did during my work *__*
Was really tiring but really fun coz I have 2 crazy girls with me. >__<
Andrina have those one of a kind type of humor. (Y)
And bro as usual, crazy and nice. Hee! Not to mention those weird people at our work place add on to the anger and entertainment -_-
Met loads of people I know over there too *__* I even saw my primary school chinese teacher who used to bind 3 wooden rulers together and smack our backs when we misbehave (Thinking about it.. Ouch~)
Now no job = no money D:
And yeap, I ended my job a few days ago already because school is starting the day after tomorrow~ :| I don't know if I'm prepared for it or not. All the modules really sound damn boring -_-~
I guess for the first week of school we will do nothing much as usual except for buying of the notes and introduction to the subjects. God~ I suddenly feel so stressed. What if the modules are hard? :x Somemore I have a big hole in my bank account now and I have to earn it back too ㅠㅠ If I get a job, can I balance them well?
RAAAH!!!!!! IRRITATING! SERIOUSLY! D:<
Ok Jomo~ Get a hold of yourself~
Hmm~ Anyway, I wanted to talk about this issue with you face to face. But I'm afraid that the results will come out disappointing.. I fear that what happened when I was 12 will happen again. I worry that the problem lies with me. I'm afraid that I'm looking too much into it too. You said you were joking, but I kept thinking if you really meant it. Coz this is the second time you said something like that. And it made me really upset.
I don't know what's your definition of showing one's love. But I know that I don't show my love very well (I think). I don't know when do I show them but I really do love you all.. Maybe it's just me thinking about it too much but I really hope you don't really feel that way.
I can't even respond well when you said those things to me. And I can't dig out my heart to let you see it.. You made me feel like I'm a bad person. ):
I worry and I'm sad.. And I don't mean anything else really. Just that I'm worried over it. I really do appreciate and love you guys.. ):
Anywaaay~ I might change my blogsong and header tomorrow~
Got the fweeling to but I also don't feel like changing it too :x
But~ Let's I look forward to it~ :P
Will update more soon~ :D
Hola,
☁onebluesky
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
Affiliates
blogwalking
baoxin bernice evangeline
huishan jiahui melissa
nabilah naddie sharrie
sheena shuxian yanlin
zien
Credit
thanks to
