난못해.
Posted on Saturday, 26 February 2011 @ 15:08
This is my limit.
I'm not going to make any efforts anymore.
And I know, you guys might be thinking why can't I just forgive and forget?
Whether you believed it or not, I tried. I really did.
And it have already reached the limit whereby I can't take it anymore.
You guys might not know how I feel because she "treasure" you guys.
Not me.
I'm simply just one stupid annoying girl where she come to me SIMPLY just because she need my freaking help or ask me some questions that she need to know which is related to her.
I'm sorry to say, if you guys find me making a huge din out of this thing, you guys don't know how I feel. Because she never treated you guys the exact same way as she did to me.
I'm petty? Maybe? The little things she do, it accumulates up, and get stuck up there in my mind. Because it seems that they are all attacking me. And it has been really awkward when I see her. I don't know how to react to her.
And the things she did recently, I see it in another way unlike the way you guys see it. That time when she decided to post angry posts on Facebook, the way I see the whole thing as if she's pushing all the fault to me. Not you guys. (I'm not saying that you guys are in the wrong)
Because I was the one who asked her out. And didn't "bother" to tell her it's canceled.
You guys see it under the light that she finally cares about it because she said she regretted and is upset that she didn't make an effort.
Truthfully saying, I was glad and happy too. But until now, when she start to make an effort, I don't see myself included in that effort. I'm upset and disappointed. And it's because I care..cared.
And sadly, I did try to pull her in and make the effort to ask her along a few times last time. I told her to message me, she didn't.. And in the end, she blamed me.
Sigh.. I don't know what you guys think of this ah.. I'm sorry to make this din during your exam period. There are some things I can't bear to say them here.
But if nothing else happen, I'm sorry, I tried my best.
Hola,
☁onebluesky
That I’m not an island, but an iceberg
The four seasons never suitted me in the first place
I’m a cold child
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